行き止まり

Jerkbutt:

“……”

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This guy was losing it alright. Gasai was getting to him good..he knew that Yukiteru had common sense in him. Of course he was acting insane right now, but he knew better. And knowing that pissed Kousaka off.

“Didn’t I tell you? You can’t bring anyone back from the dead! I’m no exception, retard! But seriously…you really think you could kill me? Ha! You would’t hurt a fly!”

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He lifted his foot off the other’s head, showing at least some mercy. It was pathetic how such a small gesture caused pain for the individual. Pathetic…that was exactly what Yukiteru was. A naive jerk who couldn’t accept the cruel realities of the world. People were going to get hurt because of his behavior.

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"You know why I’m not going to shut up for the world, or even you, Yukiteru? Because I’m someone that is speaking the freaking truth!! Why can’t you just accept that dead is dead?! That you can’t toy around with a human’s soul?!”

— {♟} “…Shut…up.“

          Wouldn’t even hurt a fly? He… he would if the fly was being particularly annoying. Nagging him. Biting him. Tempting him. He took the opportunity to get up, stumbling a little but quickly gaining balance. Fingers nonchalantly dusted off his shoulders of whatever scum could have landed on it. He was still mad, yeah. But…but it wasn’t that he wouldn’t hurt a fly… He just couldn’t.

       "I wouldn’t really care if you died. You’re not speaking the truth. You’re just rambling something dumb like you always do. You’re stupid. You have no real friends. You’re a loser.”

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      Eyes remained darkened as the words came out in an emotionless drawl. He…he was not exactly confident, but at least there were no stammers in his voice. Not now. Now, he was certain that he was speaking the truth. And whatever words the other was saying now deserved to be cut up just like him.

      “A human like you wouldn’t get it. Humans can’t toy around with souls. But gods can. A god can do whatever he wishes to. Dead may be dead, but it doesn’t have to stay that way.”

      Yeah… He was slowly convincing himself now. Dead…dead…alive? He had killed so many people on the basis of that process. Th-their deaths just couldn’t be permanent! And that was why he was going to win! Even if it meant killing Yuno! Because…because he could not stand the blood on his hands!

      “If you want…to see that I can hurt a fly… I can kill you… If you want… to see that I’m not the old Yukiteru… I will kill you…”

      This is insane.   I n s a n e ! ! Killing or living, a life is a life! You’re…you’re crazy! You’re just like her! You wouldn’t hurt a friend would you…?!

                  YOU WOULDN’T, DAMMIT– -!!

                                So stop {ƃuıpuǝʇǝɹd} that it’s possible.

            Idiot.



sen-pie whispered:
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ for yukki <3 //ps I hope you get better soon senpai!! c:


i-am-shining:

i-am-shining-deactivated2014042:

“…..”

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He slaps the other across the face without any hesitation

//Kousaka dislikes Yukki but I don’t dislike you and thank you~! Maybe if I sleep it off ono

“Yeah yeah don’t sweat it.” he sighed. 

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      “Thanks!“

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      "Also, I’d kinda appreciate it if you gave a warning before…y-you know…hitting me… or maybe just don’t hit me in general?”



sen-pie whispered:
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ for yukki <3 //ps I hope you get better soon senpai!! c:


i-am-shining-deactivated2014042:

“…..”

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He slaps the other across the face without any hesitation

//Kousaka dislikes Yukki but I don’t dislike you and thank you~! Maybe if I sleep it off ono

“Tch…fine, whatever! Since I was kinda forced into it anyway." 

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      "W-what? Really?!”

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      His face lit up with a mix of triumph and surprise. “Wow! Thanks, Kousaka!”



sen-pie whispered:
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ for yukki <3 //ps I hope you get better soon senpai!! c:


i-am-shining-deactivated2014042:

“…..”

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He slaps the other across the face without any hesitation

//Kousaka dislikes Yukki but I don’t dislike you and thank you~! Maybe if I sleep it off ono

“You think I wanted to hug you? Geez…sorry but I felt more like slapping than hugging.”

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      “A-ah!” Was it just him, or was there a trace of bitter loathing in those words? How cruel. A hug would have been the better alternative. “Hmph… W-well, I hope you also feel like getting me ice to make up for that!”

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      Ice really was not necessary, but “an eye for an eye” as the famous quote goes. Besides, something cool would definitely help soothe the pain.



sen-pie whispered:
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ for yukki <3 //ps I hope you get better soon senpai!! c:


i-am-shining:

i-am-shining-deactivated2014042:

“…..”

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He slaps the other across the face without any hesitation

//Kousaka dislikes Yukki but I don’t dislike you and thank you~! Maybe if I sleep it off ono

“Well it was either that or a kiss or a hug.”

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“And I didn’t feel like doing either of those.”

      Embarrassed blush at the thought of kissing him of all people. Remind him never ever to mention such again. “Urgh…”

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       "A hug wouldn’t have been too bad…“ Fingers rubbed cheek tentatively as he continued to mutter. "A…ack, that hurt, you know!”



sen-pie whispered:
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ for yukki <3 //ps I hope you get better soon senpai!! c:


i-am-shining-deactivated2014042:

“…..”

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He slaps the other across the face without any hesitation

//Kousaka dislikes Yukki but I don’t dislike you and thank you~! Maybe if I sleep it off ono

“H-hey!”

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What was he even expecting from asking such a stupid question?!

i-am-shining:

//Oh my god that is the most interesting way to be payed in virtual hugs. 

But yes yes I’ll keep that in mind uwu

– hello, mister boss, where is my paycheck

– sorry we dont give paychecks, only hugs and feels

                …sobs what a lame business to run ;w;

i-am-shining:

//sdlkf I CAN’T HELP IT MAN IT’S SO INTENSE I LOVE IT!

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<33

ps if you hurt yukki, ill pay you with virtual hugs ok c:

i-am-shining:

He couldn’t believe all that was coming out of this guy’s mouth. It was a lot to process..seeing a usually chill guy let it all out was scary. And all he was doing was ticking him off more and more. 

It wouldn’t be a surprise if what Yukiteru was screaming was worse than anything Kousaka had ever said to him. Stupid, useless, a bully, selfish..maybe these words held truth..but Kousaka was growing everyday. Couldn’t Yukiteru see that?

Apparently not, the pathetic attempt at a punch gave evidence of that. He watched as this poor fool fell to the ground, cursing to himself in self pity and hatred. 

He wasn’t going to let all those insults slide….

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“Heh…die, huh? You really want me to go away? So you can bring me back to life and apologize to me then after you become God? Sorry buddy, but even then will I not forgive this!" 

He placed one foot on the top of boy’s head, hesitating on the decision of kicking him or leaving him be. But he probably beat himself up already.

"I’m not the pathetic one here. You’re just only realizing how much of an idiot you can really be! At least I hope that is what’s going on in that tiny skull of yours! You think I’m pathetic? Well I didn’t ask for your opinion!”

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— {♟}  “..Tch”

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      How degrading… Not that being degraded was something was he was not used to. Writhing on the ground did not seem to better his chances of standing, and the shoe pressed against the back of his skull certainly did not help. It hurt, that idiot… Imagining all possible previous locations of the shoe’s bottom only made the pain worse. Degrading indeed.

      “Unhh…” Another grunt. The moron was still yelling, still following the same stupid logic. His head was beginning to hurt too, wow, really surprising what a lack of athletic ability can do. But anger was anger, and rage cannot easily be diverted. Things like this… The crossing of boundaries, wild accusations… He had been teased, bullied, picked on for ages by this jerk… But this?! This was unforgivable.

      “You’re wrong.” Gritted teeth did not mute his voice. The words were coarse, but said with a rare steadiness. “Aha…ha…aha… Y-you’re wrong, Kousaka! ‘Cuz you see, when you die…”

                 [ no ]                                  [ stop ]                                      [ don’t !! ]

      Something similar to a laugh emitted, breathing quickens; a smile forms though happiness is long gone.

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          – “I    won't    bother    bringing     you    back !

      Dry chortles followed the sentence, mixed with an array of hiccups. Truth or lie, it didn’t really matter. He was not quite as crazy as Yuno could be, and he highly doubted that insanity was contagious… Even so, the mad longing to see Kousaka get hurt could not be suppressed. Kousaka deserved to get hurt. After all those words… Yukiteru was a good friend, why was it so hard to see that?! Was it wrong to expect something in return for his efforts, was it wrong to only seek friendships in those who would benefit him?

      “Cheh… Speaking of opinions, I don’t recall asking for any of yours!  …Do the world a favor and shut up, why don’t you?!”

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